You want to open up the box and find it brimming with flecks of amalgam silver and black. You want to see it full of grey-shaded memories of you and them, that someone you've found yourself unable to live without. You can't imagine it any other way. Not really.
Your box is full of them to bursting. Every daguerreotype, every Polaroid, every sepia strip of negative film bears their face. You've stared at them all for hours. You know them all by heart. They are your most precious things, these little snippets of your life. The life you share with them.
You've opened it so many times it's starting to fray around the edges. The leather is batte
I cannot look up.
I have never understood this. It seems like such an idiotic thing. Four out of five times, the thing that gets you comes down from the big blue, and I can't just tilt my
head up and look. How fucking stupid is that.
A mouse can look up. They've got to kind of swivel their head a little so they only look out of one eye, but still. It's not like they have depth perception anyway. Not me. I can barely turn my head. Can't look too far left, can't look to far right. The plates get in the way, you see. They're wonderful things to have in a pinch, but incredibly inconvenient.
Something makes this god-awful screech somewhere u
In a quiet room,
a clock ticks slowly away.
Can you hear it's passing?
Far-away footsteps
tell you, you are not alone.
A bell tolls softly, and you smile.
Leave Dirty Footprints by ShinamoriWing, literature
Literature
Leave Dirty Footprints
Sometimes, you just need
to get in there, mess with stuff.
Leave dirty footprints.
Sometimes, the only
good way to do it is to
get filthy, knee-deep.
Mamma always says,
Dont play in the mud and muck.
But thats where dreams live.
It is not the case that the world isnt kind,
It is not the case that its cold.
It is not the case that the sun doesnt shine.
It is not the case, youve been told.
It is not the case that nobody lies,
It is not the case that you fall.
It is not the case that only girls cry,
It is not the case, you tell all.
Its not the case that you know what you say,
Its not the case, in your youth.
Its not the case that youll learn, one day.
Its not the case, there is truth.
It looks at you with dead button eyes.
The one on TV wasnt so dark.
Its empty gloved hands move in the wind,
Like its waving, Come closer,
closer.
Something moves in the endless grass sea.
A sound, close by, rustle rustle BOOM.
A crack of thunder in the dead sky.
You could swear you hear something,
whisper.
Your heart in your chest, patta, patta.
The hairs on the back of your neck stand
like rows of wheat, waves, electrified.
You can feel it, right there,
next to you.
A whistle, like a kettle, far away.
Rising, falling, a sad distant voice.
Calling you? No, a warning; Dont go
near, its to
Shhhhuuurpppp... Shhhluurrrpp... Shhhluuuurpp...
A sour-faced old woman in a purple sarong and a hover chair glared at her from across the deserted restaurant. She looked right into the bats squinty little eyes and sucked hard, savouring each and every electric raspberry flavoured molecule.
When Toji got back, he was so dead.
Her slushy finally ran dry. She threw it over her shoulder, watching over her shoulder as the grav field sucked it into the trash. No matter how many times she saw it, she couldnt get used to it. It reminded her of a huge glob of sentient blue jello. Freaky as hell.
Outside the clear blue Plexisheild, som
The wind plays in your hair, sending it across your face like fingertips. You brush it behind your ear and its back an instant later. A mosquito buzzes around your head. Somewhere, a horse whinnies.
The heat from the long days sun is still soaked into the gangway. It sinks into your bare skin, through your shorts, through your socks. The air is already cooling, though, and it feels somehow bright inside your lungs. If you could breathe the light, this is what it would feel like. It feels good.
Laughter tumbles through the air. A couple feet away, the barbecue goes on without you. You know you are not missed, not yet, but you don
You want to open up the box and find it brimming with flecks of amalgam silver and black. You want to see it full of grey-shaded memories of you and them, that someone you've found yourself unable to live without. You can't imagine it any other way. Not really.
Your box is full of them to bursting. Every daguerreotype, every Polaroid, every sepia strip of negative film bears their face. You've stared at them all for hours. You know them all by heart. They are your most precious things, these little snippets of your life. The life you share with them.
You've opened it so many times it's starting to fray around the edges. The leather is batte
I cannot look up.
I have never understood this. It seems like such an idiotic thing. Four out of five times, the thing that gets you comes down from the big blue, and I can't just tilt my
head up and look. How fucking stupid is that.
A mouse can look up. They've got to kind of swivel their head a little so they only look out of one eye, but still. It's not like they have depth perception anyway. Not me. I can barely turn my head. Can't look too far left, can't look to far right. The plates get in the way, you see. They're wonderful things to have in a pinch, but incredibly inconvenient.
Something makes this god-awful screech somewhere u
In a quiet room,
a clock ticks slowly away.
Can you hear it's passing?
Far-away footsteps
tell you, you are not alone.
A bell tolls softly, and you smile.
World War Z: Ya Ha Tinda by ShinamoriWing, literature
Literature
World War Z: Ya Ha Tinda
Yaha Tinda, Alberta
[After the end of the war, when the majority of survivors had been gathered together by the military or their own free will, most settled down right where they found themselves. There didnt seem to be any real reason to spread back out, not when there wasnt all that much to go back to. Most people didnt want to be alone. Eric Rickman is not like most people. Hes spent his entire life here in the Rocky Mountains, first as a trail guide and now as a cowboy and occasional survival trainer. Although hes nearing his sixties, he still possesses the vita
He awoke at 05:15, 45 minutes before schedule. He could not account for the discrepancy; He could remember no dreams, no lights or noises in the night. He simply awoke, alone and unafraid.
At 05:18, he showered. A tingle shot down his right arm, startling enough to send him tumbling through the Plexiglas. He calmed himself, moved himself away from the mess and waited, amazed.
At 05:21, the repair drone finally arrived and he could go on with his day.
By 05:30, he was dressed and floating through the passage towards the bridge, trailing the tips of his fingers along the pipes and panels of the curved wall and thrilling at the ghost of fee
Blind.
People never really understand what that means. People talk about being blind as if it were little more than an inconvenience, something that makes life just that little more difficult. Its not a big deal, to people who can see. They might say it is, but they dont really care.
They cant possibly know.
The inconveniences dont matter. Having to fold your bills differently, learn to read brail, label all your foods and medications and clothing You get used to it, eventually. It just becomes part of life.
But you never get used to the fear.
You can feel it, if youd like. Go stand in the middle of th
One day, a girl walked into class and sat down, somewhere in between Teachers Pet and Slacker. The day hadnt been particularly noteworthy thus far, and it seemed unlikely that anything would change. The girl wasnt that noteworthy herself, being the kind of person you meet and then almost immediately forget. She didnt even notice; that was just the way it was.
It was time for Math, and the girl was already bored. It wasnt that she disliked Math. It just seemed to her that she could be doing something more productive. It wasnt as if she was ever going to need it again, after all. Math was for smar
When Your Moment Comes by ShinamoriWing, literature
Literature
When Your Moment Comes
When the day came for you to act, you did nothing.
It wasnt like you meant to. No, you spent many long, drawn-out moments planning, plotting, scheming. You had so many ideas, so many plans whirling though your mind like razor-edged leaves on a hurricane wind. You could do this, you could do that, this course of action was entirely plausible
And then the moment was over, and you did nothing.
Why, they ask you, looking up with their tear-stained faces. Why didnt you do anything?
You know what theyre really asking. Why us, why now, why would something like this happen? But you see the myriad questions behind the wo
The red sky hangs low overhead. It feels heavy, like a blanket of fire and smoke, but without the heat. The air tastes like stale piss.
Shuga knows this isnt the way its supposed to be. She remembers pure blue and soft white, warmth and a fresh, strong wind. She remembers, but she wishes she didnt.
Something scrambles over the sharp rubble off in the distance. She fingers the zarhin at her side. A skeletal dog totters towards her, wagging its mangy tail hopefully. She relaxes.
Sorry, popo. Aint nuthin for ye.
The dog cocks its head, crawling over the broken concrete to lie by her feet.
Theyre arguing again. Joni throws something against the wall. A jar, maybe a lamp. Something shatter-y. Shumo screams at her. Joni screams back. Just another day in the Hole.
Shut the hell up already! he shouts, slamming his fist against the table.
Mind your own fucking business! Shumo turns toward him, and Joni takes the opportunity to hit him upside the head with a book. He falls to the ground, swearing.
Fine then. I will. He gets up, grinding his cigarette into the arm of the chair. Not my fault if she really does kill you this time.
They ignore him. Like always. They don
Miri seldom wakes up early enough to see Dawn go running. She watches the woman leave her house, shake out her limbs in preparation. Her black jogging pants clinging to her gazelle-legs, her black hair tied in a high ponytail. Miri has the same black hair. She pushes it away from her eyes, watches her mother through the lace curtains that adorn every window in Grandmas house. Dawn begins to walk, then shifts seamlessly into a loping run. Miri loses sight of her as she rounds the corner.
Dawns wide, dark eyes on Miri, her eyebrows arched steeply, every plane of her face shadowed with fury. She calls Miri names when shes mad,
my parents fucked on valentine's day
that's why
i'm here
because
people like to fuck on silly hallmark holidays
and pretend it meant something
my fingers
are so cold
sometimes i
crumple the letters
you sent
because they feel like dead leaves
and sometimes
i slide my hand down my shirt
and press the gaps between my ribs
and pretend that i am reaching
for a jack-o-lantern heart
that i do not believe in
i notice
how you call me ember
instead of amber
maybe you think it's some
broken one-man inside joke or something
but i notice
and i'm sorry if i ever burned you
i know that
you don't want to hold my hand anymore
but
I curl up in my corner
Of somewhere
(nowhere)
(everywhere)
I listen to the screams,
The way they echo
(echo)
All around.
They keep me company
In the dark of night
And early morn.
But then one day,
One pitiful day,
They went away
And left me all
Alone.
So now without
Their piercing cries
I cannot help
But feel
Lonely
World War Z: Ya Ha Tinda by ShinamoriWing, literature
Literature
World War Z: Ya Ha Tinda
Yaha Tinda, Alberta
[After the end of the war, when the majority of survivors had been gathered together by the military or their own free will, most settled down right where they found themselves. There didnt seem to be any real reason to spread back out, not when there wasnt all that much to go back to. Most people didnt want to be alone. Eric Rickman is not like most people. Hes spent his entire life here in the Rocky Mountains, first as a trail guide and now as a cowboy and occasional survival trainer. Although hes nearing his sixties, he still possesses the vita
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